I’m home… I’m finally home.
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children-of-darkness-and-light:
children-of-darkness-and-light:
noone wants to say hello now?
“Hello.” Stares awkwardly at the furry creature.
*the animal twitched their tail before turning to the stranger in a tail wag* Oh hiya, you live here too?
“Not exactly…” Looks around sadly sense he had forgotten why he had come to see the two the lived there.
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children-of-darkness-and-light:
noone wants to say hello now?
“Hello.” Stares awkwardly at the furry creature.
an old icon that i hold close to my heart has come back. i feel a lot better as of late and will be rping much more now.
i’m sorry but i wont be on tumblr anymore. i have been pushed to my limit that nothing can ever make me happy anymore in this place. i have lost my will to do the things i love such as rp and and draw. i want to erase everything of myself from this place and any i met from here…..i’m sorry but…
This is how i feel right now, and this is what others fear i will do in this time of my heart broken state but i made a promise to some and as a favor to others i would never do this as promised.
but as i grow i feel like this world was not suited to my hopes a dreams. fate being as curl as it is has torn me a new hole to understand from.
i feel as if i will wither away and die from my depression as i sit here and type this out i feel my heart ache from the one i loved being set free and let go of. i regret my mistakes and i regret letting her go but i love her very much, so i set her free as the saying goes.
I was born a fighter in a way, i beat back my problems with unwavering concentration and pure force or will and i did overcome my problems. but i feel that that is all i was meant for, like my story was just left blank around this part of my life. 
And so i will wait. i will dream, i will cry and i will hope for a new day to bring something new. this has been my first day with out her and it already is to much.
